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I miss him so much!

My dad passed away just over a month ago after a month and a half battle with lung cancer. He was only 52 and healthy other than the cancer. I miss him so much that there are some nights I just cry myself to sleep. I am now in college, freshman year of course, and I'm not even close to home to be there for my mom. I was daddy's little girl and everyone knew it. I was his pride and joy, but he never really told me. I would do anything to see him again for one last hug and one last I love you. I have also recently noticed depression setting in. I've been doing my best to control it, but some days are worse than others. God I really miss my dad.

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femme_fatale
Dec. 6th, 2008 12:06 am (UTC)
Somehow I missed this when it was originally posted, and I am terribly sorry.

How are you doing with the holiday season? I walk by the 'gifts for Dad' signs in the stores and I just want to throw-up..
paramore_rox_9
Dec. 7th, 2008 08:13 pm (UTC)
The Holiday season is really sucking right now, but it's getting easier everyday. I don't really pay attention to the Gifts for Dad because I know I would get pissed off. How are you handling all of this?
femme_fatale
Dec. 8th, 2008 04:06 am (UTC)
I'm working a lot and trying to ignore it. Not very successfully, though.. :(
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